The clip during the first couple minutes from the movie Doctor Who is fabulous and then the video of the sheep refusing to be led by a sheep dog around minute 6 is great!
In general, this video will remind you to stay steadfast in who YOU are and confident in expressing your own unique individuality amongst the sheep.
Ok, here’s a little more on the Walk In experience.
The last day this man (Jonathan) and I were together, I was comforting him as he was sobbing in my arms like a child. He was sharing how hard his life has been (childhood abuse), how much he hates himself, how much he wants to be a better person, etc. etc. He told me I was too good for him and that he did not deserve love in his life. My heart went out to him as I held him tightly sharing my light and healing energy to help him release his pent up emotions and anguish. It was so sad for me to see a man of 42 be filled with such feelings of self loathing and hatred. But, the truly sad part of this is, I believe many on this Earth share these same feelings, which is a travesty indeed. Each and every one of you is a living, walking, breathing GOD in human form who is LOVE and DESERVES Love. Bottom line…please don’t forget that or let anyone else lead you to believe you are not.
At this point I did not know he was a Walk In, but only knew he was trying to distance himself from who he had been to date versus who he wanted to become. Now that I have the Walk In piece of the puzzle, it makes sense these feelings of ugliness were about Johnnie (old soul who chose to leave) and not the Jonathan (Ascended Walk In Soul) I knew and connected with (and was pretty much starting to fall in love with).
Shortly thereafter as he was packing to leave for the airport, he looked in my eyes and said, “I will try to sabotage all the goodness we have shared when I return home. That is what I do.” I looked back into his eyes trying to reach his soul and pleaded with him to try his hardest not to. We had planned to take a vacation to bask in the warm sun together three weeks later over the Christmas Holidays.
Well, Johnnie and the self sabotage piece prevailed immediately upon his arrival home. The words spouting from his mouth were unlike anything I had heard from him since the day we met – or really anything I’ve ever heard from another person ever before.
The self sabotage piece came directly at me. It was so hard for me to respond. In one swift effortless breath, I could have belittled him and made him feel even more like the piece of shit he ever believed himself to be being the Master of Light Chick I AM.
But, that’s not me and serves absolutely no purpose.
Perhaps if I still operated from my ego self versus my heart self, I would have chosen this route – I’m sure I’ve responded like that before but it’s really been so long I don’t even remember how to. What kind of pleasure can be gained from making another person feel more badly about themselves than they already do? I know my own Power and it has nothing to do with making another feel less than.
My heart went out to him. It was more like a child who’s super tired and throwing a tantrum, sometimes you just let them because reasoning with them will do no good. But, sadly, kindness and operating from my heart and a “higher” place seemingly did nothing either. He simply pushed me right away from him and out of his life. No vacation in the warm sun together even though I still have my ticket issued.
What an odd experience it must be to have such a dramatic internal struggle between the Old Soul and the New Soul. I know I’ve hated parts of myself in the past – but those were parts of me and not some persona I Walked Into who is a complete stranger to me. My heart still goes out to him and anyone else who has shared these experiences. This is the first time in my life I’ve seen such a night and day in a person. My assistant concurred. She met him and said it was like two distinctly different people standing in front of her. All of this still perplexes me.
I do feel some comfort, however, over choosing to continue trying to talk to the Ascended Soul, Jonathan, and overlooking the ugliness spouting from old Johnnie’s mouth. Even if it did no apparent good at this moment, perhaps the seed of goodness that was planted will grow somewhere down the line. I Bless Him and the struggles he feels the need to give his power to.
Just had my first experience with a Walk In.
For those unfamiliar with the term, Ruth Montgomery’s books are a good place to start.
Boy oh boy, what an experience. I’m still processing what happened and will write more when it’s clearer to me but it involves The Doors, Jim Morrison, a $15,000/night prostitute, closing JFK airport, pill popping, copious amounts of drinking, sex and sadness.
From those of you who have been following me, you know my life doesn’t encompass any of that. Well, the music & sex part, for sure. Oh, and the ability to control the weather…but not the rest.
It was like encountering a schizophrenic. This man had two distinct personalities and went by two variations of his name – Jonathan and Johnnie. Jonathan is the Ascended being I met who walked in around the year 2000 and is filled with love, goodness and warmth. Johnnie is the abused, abusive, self destructive asshole who wanted out of this world to begin with.
Logically, one would think the choices of the Higher Being would dominate but it is not the case here. Johnnie’s lower ego self wants to have the control instead. This is supposedly a challenge for Walk-Ins – integrating the past history of a person with the new agenda being brought forth. And what a challenge that can be when the old person has had a dark history he refuses to move past.
I haven’t written in quite some time. Have been on a personal journey of sorts. Hell, it’s been more like Mr. Toad’s Wild Adventure, involving portals, parallel worlds, gates, multiple realities, you name it. But, none of that really means anything. The only thing that is important is the here and now.
And, as the song by Kevin Rudolf says, “I Made It“!
My dream guy…what happened to him, you may ask? Well, I walked by his foot of all things while he was dining al fresco on 7th Street in New York City’s East Village. When I walked back by him one minute later, all signs of him and anything on the table was gone. I slowly came to the realization, whatever is happening with him is not in this world and I saw a bleedthrough of universes with the foot. So, until our vibrations sync up, that dynamic will stay in two separate realities. I think he had been in my dreams to lead me to the point where I am currently – knowing about many different variations of existences in this Universe. But the thing of it is, it is no different than me physically traveling the globe in my 20’s. I saw the world and realized I am happy just where I am.
It’s likely my writings will take a turn to cash money in the near future (even though there is no time). You see, I’ve have finally conquered all my demons and woes in that part of my life. Walking out of Whole Foods today, it hit me “going nearly broke was one of the best things that happened in my life!” I can say that now after having rebuilt myself and realizing nothing – absolutely nothing – can ever get me down again. I know too much now. And I see clearly my Higher Self brought me all the financial turmoil – woes, court hearings, foreclosure hearings, bill collectors, loss of friends, loss of relationships, bankruptcy – completely and utterly for my Higher Good. They were tough lessons to learn but I did it and garnered strength beyond belief. Think Keanu in the Matrix – I am becoming NEO – The One – One with mySelf – and it is the most kick ass feeling in the whole world!
I have never had tolerance for the New Age community’s issues with making money and thinking making money was a bad thing. I believe in abundance for each and every person. Every single person in this world can have abundance if they so desire and if they will allow it into their reality. Sadly, too many push against it and keep it from flowing to them. This I don’t understand. Well, I do. I see it’s easier for people to complain about lack and be jealous of others who seemingly have it all versus getting off one’s butt, taking a step and then allowing the rewards to flow to you.
Therefore in the coming nows, it is highly likely I will address my personal experiences of having money, losing money, and then having all the money my dreams allowed. Until then, I suggest to go see the new Wall Street movie. It was highly entertaining and a definite pulse on the times in which we now live.
Watch this video and be inspired. All people need to speak the truth like this beautiful woman, Kindra Anresen, is doing in this video.
Ok, this is to the guy who’s been appearing in my dreams and has been in my field the past six months.
We had initial “meetings” 3 times in the dream state…
The first time you found me at my work. We had been seeing each other out and about – kinda like Carrie and Mr. Big in the beginning of the series but never speaking – just seeing each other. Then you managed to track me down at work. Your friend worked there/my friend worked there (I think it was like an ad agency or something). You kept staring at me until I noticed you and once I did you headed straight down the adjacent escalator. I debated what to do and decided this could be our one chance to talk and meet, so stopped what I was doing, followed you and called out “hi” or something like “you wanna talk?” because I recognized you from our sightings. You turned around and smiled…
The second time you were in a limo on PCH in the left hand lane heading towards Mailbu/Santa Monica. I was in my Porsche (the one I have now) with the top down in the right hand lane. Your window came down, we smiled at each other and before you know it you kinda teleported to my passenger seat. We didn’t even introduce ourselves. I simply asked, “do you know how to parallel world?”
Third time I was checking into the Chateau Marmont in the morning after my flight from JFK – the UAL 10:00 a.m. arrival. The clerk asked me to sit aside for a moment to finish what he was doing because he was going to walk me around the property to show me my various room choices. It was to be my first time staying there.
As an aside, in real life, not dream state, I stood outside the Chateau Marmont balling so hard I couldn’t see straight on September 29, 2009. I was there to go to the Romanian gypsy psychic across the street from the hotel over a break-up in Marin and my car was unknowingly parked in front of the hotel. When I went back to my car, I looked up in between tears and saw the hotel and thought, “oh, that’s where I’ll stay next trip…” as my hotel of choice – The Bel Air - had just closed for a couple year renovation leaving me “homeless” for my next L.A. trip.
Back to the dream, I sat patiently in the lobby taking in the scenery. I was just happy to be there after my flight. You walked into the lobby and said “hi!”, asked what I was doing and offered to show me around yourself as you were/are very familiar with the property.
During another dream we had our first date in Santa Monica. Not the Santa Monica in this world but in another realm or parallel world, alternate reality. It was totally casual – like hanging out and drinking coffee, smoking cigarettes and I think there were skateboarders around. We had nice conversation though I can’t recall exactly what we were talking about other than minor stuff about our growing up and our pasts. I think I told you how I used to live in Venice and missed being out there. Next thing I remember is being in a car, me in the driver seat and saying good night. You asked me to go to the movies the next night and then got out of the car.
I was happy you wanted to go out with me again but was thinking…”oh, no goodnight kiss…?” to myself.
Just at that moment, you turned around and walked back to the passenger side of the car, opened the door and leaned in to kiss me. I reached for your neck with my right hand where my fingers made my way through your longish dark hair as we shared a very yummy goodnight kiss.
The thing is…I woke up in this reality, living here in Connecticut just outside of New York City, from the “dream” knowing exactly what your hair feels like.
Knowing the exact texture of it running through my fingers…
In real life, I went to a BBQ that night and told everyone there about the tactile experience in my dream – not who you are as they’d get hung up on that – but the feelings of your hair in my hand. That is what I can’t get out of my mind – that my dream turned into reality in a concrete way with feeling your hair.
In fact, because of who you are, at times I have felt silly and tried to deny any of this has happened. But the fact of the matter is, I felt that damn hair as real as my feeling my finger hit the key pad typing this right now. That was real and all these interactions have been real.
What’s up with all this? I have no idea…but I know you are in my field. It’s probably a little easier for me because I know who you are but because of that I do not plan to do anything out of the ordinary. Then there would be no way of knowing these dreams actually mean anything.
If they actually do, however, which I suspect they do, enough of the dream state interactions – let’s bring it all to the here and now, right now.
Ok, I’m all about waiting for “the one” or else “the one” best suited to be my life partner. Not just some make do kind of guy to keep me company or pay my bills in the interim. Fuck that. I am the most interesting person I know and have plenty of my own money so the lad to capture my attention has gotta be totally kick ass, with long hair and a high vibration. He doesn’t need to be into all the alternative stuff I’m into but at least has to be accepting that there is more to life than what meets the eye.
I heard a wonderful interview with Dr. David Anderson who owns a very interesting company involved in time travel and cutting edge security issues, Anderson Multinational, and is conversant with cutting edge physics. He states, “the world is how it actually is. It is not as we perceive it to be.” Hell, the man doesn’t even believe in gravity because it’s not a proven fact in his book.
That’s what I’m talking about. Me meeting a dude who knows life is much more than what we see or what the labrynith of our minds conjures it to be.
Anyway, that’s me. Here’s a little clip on how most people experience marriage. It’s sad but true…
I wonder how many people think like me? The moment I saw the headline the other day on the plane crash killing the Polish President, my immediate thought was, “hmmm…wonder who killed him and why?” No fear, no drama, just a passing thought about the reality behind the situation and then on to finishing eating my morning croissant. This is what observing the news has now become to me. Not taking at face value what is being reported but briefly considering whether something deeper may be going on behind the scenes. So, how many other people think like this?
About the Polish President, I knew the “real” info would soon be revealed and here is one thought about the situation thanks to Stewart Swerdlow..
April 10, 2010
Polish Punished
The president of Poland, his wife and for the most part, all of the top military brass of Poland, were killed in a plane crash in Russia on their way to a memorial service for Polish victims of WW2.
The plane crashed into tree tops in heavy fog while attempting to land. News agencies said that a total of 96 people died, leaving no survivors from the totally destroyed aircraft.
This leaves the Polish military basically decapitated. It also leaves a huge gap in the Polish government.
Remember, Russia was very angry at Poland for allowing the US to install missiles in Poland aimed at Russia. Russia was also angry at Poland for joining the EU.
In one fell swoop, Russia took revenge. The plane was a Polish military aircraft, totally revamped and updated. It could land in fog, and it that were not possible, they would not take a chance with the lives of all those high-level people and would have aborted landing.
This was deliberate. There is no question.
4/13 – Here is another theory about the crash from David Icke’s site. Interesting info about the IMF and the strength of the Polish currency…
‘One article notes “In one of those rare moments of unity, the National Bank of Poland and the Polish government agreed on the need to weaken the Polish zloty, which over recent weeks has rebounded close to its pre-crisis strength. The currency’s strength is now seen a possible threat to economic recovery. After several verbal interventions over the past few days, the central bank intervened with real money Friday, for the first time in more than a decade.
The bank followed through on its Thursday warnings that it is ‘technologically and psychologically’ prepared to enter the currency market to prevent ‘excessive strengthening of the zloty.’ Government officials also said earlier this week that the ’strong zloty’ is damaging growth and, after Friday’s intervention, said they fully back the central bank’s move. In moving to weaken the zloty, Poland’s leadership was placing the interests of the people of Poland ahead of the interests of the European collective known as the European Union. Then, the next day, the president of Poland dies in a plane crash along with numerous other top leaders, including the president of the National Bank”.’
Article here…
Cool article on how science is catching up to the actual reality of this world we live in. A couple of scientists in California are stating parallel universes just in fact may exist right here and now in front of us. They believe any object we are looking at may actually be from a a parallel universe seen right in front of our eyes.
These are the sort of topics discussed on Fringe and on the ION shows. It won’t be long before science “proves” many of the anomalies that actually already exist all around us are in fact real.
It’s an exciting time to be alive!
This is a fun story by Nick Hyde regardless of its veracity. The bit at the end makes you wonder, however…
In general, the theme of time travel seems to be coming up here and there. Did you all see the Time Traveler’s Wife last year? And there is supposed to be a youtube video out about this European guy who meets himself in the future and takes a cell phone picture of himself.
A would-be saboteur arrested today at the Large Hadron Collider in Switzerland made the bizarre claim that he was from the future. Eloi Cole, a strangely dressed young man, said that he had travelled back in time to prevent the LHC from destroying the world.
The LHC successfully collided particles at record force earlier this week, a milestone Mr Cole was attempting to disrupt by stopping supplies of Mountain Dew to the experiment’s vending machines. He also claimed responsibility for the infamous baguette sabotage in November last year.
Mr Cole was seized by Swiss police after CERN security guards spotted him rooting around in bins. He explained that he was looking for fuel for his ‘time machine power unit’, a device that resembled a kitchen blender.
Police said Mr Cole, who was wearing a bow tie and rather too much tweed for his age, would not reveal his country of origin. “Countries do not exist where I am from. The discovery of the Higgs boson led to limitless power, the elimination of poverty and Kit-Kats for everyone. It is a communist chocolate hellhole and I’m here to stop it ever happening.”
This isn’t the first time time-travel has been blamed for mishaps at the LHC. Last year, the Japanese physicist Masao Ninomiya and Danish string-theory pioneer Holger Bech Nielsen put forward the hypothesis that the Higgs boson was so “abhorrent” that it somehow caused a ripple in time that prevented its own discovery.
Professor Brian Cox, a former CERN physicist and full-time rock’n'roll TV scientist, was sympathetic to Mr Cole. “Bless him, he sounds harmless enough. At least he didn’t mention bloody black holes.”.
Mr Cole was taken to a secure mental health facility in Geneva but later disappeared from his cell. Police are baffled, but not that bothered.
Ok, he disappears from his cell? Hhhmmmm…
The baguette incident referred to is when a bird flew over the huge particle accelerator buried deep in the ground between France and Switzerland and dropped a piece of baguette which messed up the unit. Isn’t that the most bizarre thing ever? Bizarre and hilarious really. Something is going on beyond all this nonsense, that is for sure.
